It’s true.. the first heartbreak will always leave biggest tare. But, in time, it will repair. You’ll look back and wonder how somebody could do the thinks they did. As hard as it is every time you let your guard drop in the long run it leads you further along in healing. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to feel the loss. But do have faith that one day you will met somebody who will show you why it has never worked out with any body else before. They will show you that it never you who wasn’t good enough, but, those who made you believe you were never good enough are the ones that weren’t. And in the end when you find that person you will discover what makes love worth it. 

He always made me feel so small, like I was never good enough. Little did I know that I would met somebody else who could show me that it was him not me that was never good enough and I can’t explain how good of a feeling that is.

Hearing girls call a 16 year old who is pregnant a slut and thinking shut the fuck up if you have had sex which is half of you 12 year olds then it could have been any of you. 

I can’t imagine the idea of somebody wanting to be with me forever or even somebody being scared to lose me. 

how long can you pretend everything is okay before you fall apart again?

I know in my heart you’re no good. I’ll get hurt. There is something about you, I can’t get enough. I try to pull my self away but hearing your voice.. it draws me in. Won’t I ever learn. This is where the pain starts.